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... some things are simply indescribable FALSE.





IMAGE and EXPRESS were again quite blatant. "What beast she killed?" Someone had shot three people, "executed". It read like the usual headliners this lubrication leaves - sometimes there are dangerous dogs, even a Clearcutter, sometimes a "Satan murder." I have not taken further on it.


Just called my mother. The killer was gone in a law firm in Overath, and had there father, mother and oldest daughter were killed - at half past six, for hours time. The fourth worker had had on the day happens to be available.



Alja nickel, which is said eldest daughter, had been in my Abi-born, and besides, she was in high school almost the only person who has talked to a human way with me, without me as a freak to stamp. It was she who had agreed to write a text about me in the yearbook - no one otherwise it could have, I guess, because nobody knew me well enough. She had been friendly. For that I have listened to her and tried to comfort her as best I could, because then they also had some problems. Nevertheless, it appeared to me to make very strong and determined and not willing any crap, just because everyone else did at her age it. A single-minded person, who broke down from time to time under the burdens that they themselves loaded up - a perfectionist. That was my impression. Whether this is true, I can not judge. It is clear that it has made my school so bad, and that's not such a small thing, as it sounds.


I try these memories compatible with the new in name, that she was tied to a chair that her mother was killed by a shot in the chest, Alya and her father on the other hand by a shot in the head and that they no longer identify her face was. I try not to think too long about whether the mother had to witness the death of another, or Alja the shots on their parents, whether there was an attempt at a discussion -


I understand it is not easy. It's not me in the head. My mother asked the same thing - if you shoot someone, and still leave you wondering what you did? Instead of pulling the trigger twice? Especially since the person most likely still begging or crying crying ...?


I know this is a view that goes right past reality. There are masses of things that should be there or will not. Which is reasonable and compassionate thinking beyond simple. The questions are always the same, helpless: Who does something like that? How can this happen? - And there are no answers. Even if it turns out that someone debt and a private grudge against the family lawyer had nickel ... this will make me not clear why this person entrains a gun and kill the three. You shoot in the head and chest. I do not understand it.


I am so confused and shocked. I do not even know if I should cry. The two younger sisters are now alone - her father is gone, her mother is gone, the big sister is gone. Just like that - bang. My brother is the middle sister in the same class. Many of the children remained at home. The school is in a state of emergency. Overath is actually quite in a state of emergency.


I know ... life goes on. Already clear. But sometimes I am sick of the price one must pay for it, unbelievable.

Some things are simply indescribable FALSE.