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new start

i've got a new blog!

http://crazyredrain.blogspot.com/   *this is english and just some random stuff and daily

http://ichraindu.blogspot.com/ * this is going to be German, but i have not written anything yet

http://bugrain.blogspot. com / * this is a team blog with a friend from Taiwan. it's chinese

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beginning of the end and end of the beginning?

Thursday last week was probably the beginning of the end.
and today is the end of the end.

what I feel?

I really have no idea.

maybe i should just break down and cry my heart out. or something like this.


we are as before ... 1.5 or 2 hours to arrive home. I have the feeling I must throw up, because we have instant noodles us grad inveigled from Taiwan. hah

just now still babble on vivi. hah

and now? no idea ... I just know that I am at a lot of money more easily than a week ago. and much has changed so much.
fits somehow to my previous entry that line about "what i am afraid of." actually turns the whole are living at the thing you're scared. because we tried that this will never happen and you think constantly tuned, because it will change you.
changed me, the change also. But she was not unnoticed. I've seen it all.
might all be over.

good or bad?

do not know.

think. rather not

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What are you afraid of?

hah, this is funny.
actually i had something to write about. but well ...

i am afraid that the people that i love or get hurt. that's what i am afraid of. and then i am afraid that things and people i believe in change. i know this is stupid, because people and things always change. but i am afraid that i will not see the change. that i will not know that something is changing.

i am afraid of being alone sometimes


sometimes i am afraid of him.
and sometimes of myself

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got up a little late. but everything was perfect today.

So Marc did pick us up at 12, to his father to drive because of the French plans.
am but got up by 12. Marc was able to come until half-second Thank God. ^ ^

then to his father. his driving style ... makes me afraid. but slowly ... I usually turn me. sensitive to the dying. aaah

So, Thursday's off now. to sunday. has yet to fully make

much, people say modest call people.

marcs dad is cool. super mega nice.
a quote.
he is "where do you know that?" (Me and marc)
I "of ju-jutus of a very long time."
he "Oh, and he wanted sex and you do not."

Aaaaaaaaaaah
I almost said something ... oh man ... oh man, I laughed so much.

work then. Full of abkack. full of boring, had absolutely no loss. full of shit. all kake. then with this little jette ... oh man, that was a abfuck ...
work is always a team work thing, where you can rely on the others. I can not with her. and that pisses me off so immoderately at much ... kake

Wolte I still get the 12pm bus and then I walked down to the bus station. but ... 've forgotten my lunch in charge. Thank God I was previously called marc. So I called back while praying that he pick me up and goes home. (That is, then saying: eat well and get home and drive a car) we have
the travel talk, because he wants the whole drive to not pass through France. Understandably. We probably only go to Bordeaux or the like is written and then maybe in the provence, and then back to paris. and since the approach is very difficult with his car, he once offered to practice. and actually we wanted to do Tuesday night. 1. because he and I only have time at night and 2 because there are fewer cars on the road.
but then I called him when he was in the shower (he then told me later) (very important! I'm not getting naked photo flashes ... oddly. I was just surprised when I noticed that, I have told bex. really 0 flashes). Um halb 2 hat er mich dann am laden abgeholt und wir sind dann wo hingefahren, wo ich fahren kann. Und es ist wirklich schwer. Ich hab jetzt schon paras vor steilen hängen und roten ampeln. Am schlimmsten in einer kombination. iieeeh

gut ... dann nach hause. gegessen. mit bex telefoniert. und jetzt ... noch eine "malcom in the middle" und dann schlaf.

eigentlich wollte ich heute mal früher schlafen gehen. hat aber nicht geklappt. ah .. ah

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this is not me, I always thought I was not such a person
I'm not such a person like me ah ah
he was not particularly nice because he sang it

personality is like his personality

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ah does not matter now listening to his song reminds me of many things to think of me

I like singing songs is not very strong

of music I do not know
Ah, but it is how I like to listen to the commentary it
eligible Well


I like to sing
high Yani ni ah, I think in the end is how they think we know more than I
class hot What can all later I think I remember quite strong
but many people do not know to recognize Yani is also a luck

ah I remember English class because they like things to be published in English and then published extracts of
Ni is 八号 him I was on the 10th, right before I sing

he does I should be very surprised how this class There will be some people sing in English it
I immediately liked him for his interest
I ran to talk to him
Haha I know he was very pleased to know that song ah a few years ago I love a man ah
suddenly felt a very long story haha
alan
is his 2004 return to Taiwan to participate in missions to observe know that time is very attractive for me he is very strange alan
He spoke very rude tone of my friends think I'm annoying
maybe he is a child when I was only 16 years old is in a very small group, but another little girl so in love with his speech but also with people with so many languages of Kazakhstan La
but still meet him and get along very well
three weeks after this we became friends
I just like him, but I also know that he likes the person is not my
but I also know that he knows that I like after he
home to go to his blog often look to see how he lived like
I was a little worship him
his blog one day will play music music is the song
bette midler - the rose
I'm touched to hear

moved

day is good to hear Yani
let me sing this song I think the feeling of that time on alan ah


now because I want him in the Ni
is very relaxed with him I like to sing I love to hear him sing
prefer to sing with him
This is more fun things, but ah


now been a year less and less contact with our
everyone had their own lives
that this is also nothing wrong with

alan
the same time now ha ha chat Yinianliangci occasionally it can feel each other
concern at least
alan very happy to see me grow up a lot of
I am glad he is proud
I know he told me was his truth
and I am sure he would i know i can count on him

alan also like singing
ni ah ha ha


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if I were you

ich bin sehr enttäuscht. ich think I'm very disappointed.
enough somehow not me.

quite clear, I understand, I understand everything. all ... sometimes I am perhaps a bit too sympathetic. to me it does not do well and you might just as wrong.

Basically, it has recently not their fault. she has left it to her mother. yes ... good excuse for them.
for me comes out the same.

is perhaps different for me. no, not maybe. it's different for me. I would have preferred to connect the ass and that properly than to tolerate the emotional need that I do not miss anything.

die? oh, what is that.
you can not really die if you do not really alive.

I know I have a different definition of life. but so is my life, I am. hard on the border, so I know that I have no regrets, so I know that I achieved something. so I can be proud and happy. because later I want to say ... phew, then I've done this and that. and it was ... cool!

yes, it does not matter if I die now and had no opportunity to say it.
well, then I have to avoid just that I die. if I do not want and live on my watch. then that is clear. fear? who has no fear, we need only consider what predominates. So, I know dass ich angst habe. aber die spielt so eine kleine rolle, weil meine aufregung, mein glück und mein stolz viel zu groß sind um der angst genug platz zu bieten.
ich fühl mich gut.

auch, wenn ich enttäuscht bin.
aber es lässt sich nicht ändern.

ich fühle mich schlecht.
du fühlst dich schlecht.

so ist das

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已经 一年 多 了

changed after a year returned to Germany last year, much better
how wonderful feeling there is a feeling of home, but there their own space and their own freedom
years ago, when Taiwan finally I felt quite surprised by fun and entertainment of course, life was full of entertainment not only did not bring a lot of trouble but in fact I was having so much fun
I learned a lot not to see said

today to give up and I feel like I can not get more than
life after I came back changed a lot since I added a new transfer students are not really my life back the illusion of life friends are not the same feeling at home is still the same I am glad
but I should be happier now

happy every day I have that right


I'm not quite sure

last few blogging I do not know why
not what happened but did not think I do not know what

was then I really want to write but no inspiration right

I I'm not afraid to write enough good people do not want to look nice, or could not stand


ah this is not the focus of

I leave I'm going to do a lot of things you want to study is important because the next year
but until now has been a week of summer vacation did not even touch the book did not go to work if
words I was out with friends
have their own time, but still did not want to die when bored
is not good to say I'm looking forward to school last summer because I had wanted to die at home, so nothing has been done a long time not so leisurely
was in fact a good memory of
to feeling uncomfortable, but then
only after that will be used with ease and effort to do something more

now working only for another two weeks to go out
matter sorted out a few friends I hope I'm looking forward to France
matter sorted out at last with
Joy finally was finally able to realize a dream vacation
go with Joy Paris, go out
This is our imagination that is our promise

ah
so I work hard

everyone Fortunately, I now have their own space
also have their own time
I think why I like to mess with middle of the night 3:00 is the most quiet because I did no one No one talked to me fire me no one wants me to do anything
This is the time for me is my space
my room I want to do I do
Ma cool my somersaults turned two o'clock, then I do not care

Kazakhstan
Haobang

but I still want Taiwan
also want my friends there
sometimes regret it but this is only for one person
think of insects in the end I would like to say I done anything wrong why I can not take time to think about doing well in retrospect naive
time I always feel that in fact I do not know what happened then is that our friendship disappeared
but I know when I was very happy Because with him I was very pleased that he is very understanding of my time I have and I know him very well
possible I was wrong I know I was afraid I was afraid to hurt him say the wrong thing
think ah

Jing Yun I had a bit worried that he had no idea how
want him to be strong he can step into his life bravely

it
ni ni ah ha ha he really is, no one wanted to sing sing with me miss him so funny ha ha, but with him is that shorting is very comfortable we can be together is really really happy in retrospect
Oh, he's really want I have nothing to worry about
he does because he is very strong Just a little blankly, but really fun
regret not singing with him to eat and things did not talk to him his boyfriend is really the
Kazakhstan seem to have become simply the way he was not ah

good Xiangbao my Xiaomeng
Oh, the money that he slept with his cool when talking with him hug
He is so cute with the bully Pei Han Pei Han
good poor
of hostel life is really interesting ah ah

not write too much or you'll forget who he gets angry
curry ah
also the most fun he had a good laugh out loud ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha mouth ha ha ha ha ha ha Zhang big


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Like a sister younger than me ha ha
fact, sometimes like a sister, sometimes a mother

ah

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sorry Taichung
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